urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:precious254232 *~*Jessica*~* precious254232@aol.com *~*Jessica*~* 2001-07-28T02:54:46Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:precious254232:10149 2001-07-28T02:54:46Z 2001-07-28T02:54:46Z I will no longer have this journal, I have a new one... if u wanna know it email me at precious254232@aol.com and maybe (if i love ya) i'll give you it, just kidding... I will.<br />jESSICA urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:precious254232:9831 2001-07-27T13:03:22Z 2001-07-27T13:03:22Z JaRule I was just asking cause I didn't remember this morining, nothing hardly. I didn't have the right password to get online at first. Wow, I think someone did something to me... I don't remember last nite, I was at Jen's till like 3 then I think I had cheerleading and from there I don't know untill this morning, I am find though... Maybe I'll start remembering stuff, I hope! I have no clue what I ma going today, Julie wants to go to a car show or soemthing? I donno??? I really don't care... anywhere were it's fun, partyings the best!!! Dude that's what we should do to nite, I have to dance... it's one of my things. I am going to sit in the sun, it's warm there... It's like snow in this hall thing..... remember jess! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:precious254232:9558 2001-07-27T01:44:06Z 2001-07-27T01:44:06Z What do you think!?! This is how I feel: I just wanna go away, kill me know... please?!<br /><br />~Sick Of Life~<br />Paralyzed, nothing's getting through to me!!!<br />Hypnotized from all my surroundings!!!!!<br />Sick of my life, I'm tired of everything in my life!!!<br />Dragged down, rubbing my face in the ground!!<br />No time for the undecided!!!!<br />I wanna know why I've always felt alone,<br />Yeah, I'm gonna do it again!I'm gonna do it again!!!<br />I'm gonna do it again?<br />Sick of my life, I'm tired of everything in my life!!!!!!<br />I never wanted to be sick of my life!!<br />I'm tired of everything in my life!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />~One Step Closer~<br />I cannot take this anymore!!!!!!!!!!! <br />I'm saying everything I've said before!<br />All these words they make no sense!!!! <br />I find bliss in ignorance Less <br />I hear the less you'll say But you'll find that out anyway Just like before... <br />Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge!!!!!!! <br />And I'm about to break I need a little room to breathe!!!!!!! <br />Cause I'm one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break!!!!!! <br />I find the answers aren't so clear!! <br />Wish I could find a way to disappear!! <br />All these thoughts they make no sense!! <br />I find bliss in ignorance Nothing seems to go away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />Jessica urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:precious254232:9218 2001-07-25T18:55:32Z 2001-07-25T18:55:32Z No No No Part II featuring Wyclef Jean<br /><br /><br />Wyclef: This is the remix<br />The jeeps pump this new remix<br />This is the remix<br />Radios play it<br /><br />Chorus: You be sayin'<br />No no no no no<br />When it's really<br />Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah<br />(x 4)<br /><br />Boy I know you want me<br />I can see it in your eyes<br />But you keep on frontin'<br />Why don't you say what's on your mind<br />'Cause each and everytime<br />You're near me<br />You give me signs<br />But when I ask you "What's the deal?"<br />You're holdin' it all inside<br />If you wanna' be with me<br />You gotta' keep it real<br />Tell me what's goin' on<br />Tell me how you feel<br />Boy I know you want me<br />Just as much as I want you<br />So come get my love<br />All here for you<br /><br />Chorus<br /><br />If you keep actin' this way<br />You're gonna' lose my love<br />I ain't got no time to play<br />You better hurry up<br />'Cause everytime I come around<br />And cruise by your way<br />I see you on the corner<br />But you don't know what to say<br />When I walk up to you baby<br />You seem so shy<br />What's the problem babe<br />Never had a girl like I<br />I can see right through you<br />And you know you wanna' be mine<br />So get your act together<br />'Cause you're runnin' out of time<br /><br />Chorus<br /><br />Everytime I see you<br />With your boys<br />You pretend as if<br />You don't want me<br />When you get home<br />You call me on the phone<br />And tell me<br />How much you care<br /><br />Wyclef: Close your eyes shorty<br />You're guaranteed to be hypnotized<br />By the remix that Wyclef provide<br />I don't care 'bout your side<br />Girl shake your thighs<br />All I'm tryin' to do<br />In the hood is stay alive<br />Make a little money<br />With Desiny's Child<br />Thugs hear the song they dance<br />They go wild like Texas<br />They movin' like no limit soldiers<br />They went from a dream<br />To the young supremes<br />Sing it girls<br /><br />Chorus urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:precious254232:9088 2001-07-25T18:06:44Z 2001-07-25T18:06:44Z 107.9 I just ran up to Julie's and back, I like fell on the ground when I got back... it's hotter than hell out, well when u run it's hotter! I am like dieing of heat! Julie said she would call me when she got home this moring form Jen's but she never did, well I wasn't home for few hours but she didn't leave a message... I don't know. No one's home at her house. I wanted to go swimming too, maybe we'll go to my cousin's or out on the boat when my mom get's home from work... I am kinda hopeing. (to my gurls) Don't you hate it when old people stair at you??? God do I ever, I yell at them sometimes... I so hate it! It's ok if guys stair but not older guys, that's just werid! I got stoped my a car full of guys on the way to Julie's... god I was about to tell them to shut the fuck up, they were askin me all this shit... my age, if I had a boyfriend and all this shit. All of them were mad ugly too, nasty. I guess that thing about me having a nice tight ass is true, that's a good thing I guess... Guys seem to like it alot, always stairing at my ass. I am kinda into someone, well were kinda together(if ya know what I mean) so don't bug me (u know who u are). Well u can but yopu are not going to get anywhere!Well I am going to get a drink and cool off, try to anyways...<br />Love Ya,<br />Jessica urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:precious254232:8855 2001-07-25T02:18:39Z 2001-07-25T02:18:39Z none Hey, waz up? Nothing much here... I have no clue what's going on with my love life, but I am not about to worry about that. It's not that big of a deal yo, just playing... But I have more important suff to worry about, so that's on hold. I kinda like this person but I don't know it's weird. I like then but I don't, it's hard to explan... Julie knows what I mean, I explaned it to her... So how was evey one's weekend? Mine was ok, Sunday was the best though... We got whip cream, it was good! Yeah :) <br />I don't know what I am going this week, is this the last week of July? Well I going to my aunt big ass party next week then. I hope my gradfather bring the 4 wheeler up there... I am going to make Julie go with me, it's going to be fun. We can get drunk so easy, that side of the family all drink and there drunks (most of them). My grandparents got like 2 camps for the last week in Aug. on some lake, that's going to be fun. I don't know if I am going to stay there the hole time though, I might go stay with Julie, my aunt, or just stay home... I have not decided yet. Jim, Mike and who ever else called me at like 11 this morning... Jim wantes me to go wake up Julie cause Mike wanted to talk to her or whatever. So I go wake her up and they never call back. I need to talk to Jim about what Mike wanted, maybe I'll hook them up... I know what else I want too, I bet Jim knows too, I am a genie in a bottle u gotta rub me the right way, come come come on and let me out!<br />Have Fun,<br />Jessica urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:precious254232:8627 2001-07-22T15:47:51Z 2001-07-22T15:47:51Z 107.9 I went to my cousins house last nite... it was fun, except they through me and lin. in with our clothes on! Never wear a black bra if your not wearing a black shirt! You can so tell... your shirt is like see through cause your bra stands out wicked bad! Opps, I had my yellow PlayBot shirt on, didn't think I was going to get thrown in the pool. I drove around with Bill and Lin. most of the nite, it was all fun. Except the pool part of the nite! We had some great covos, he he... Bill started them. I don't know what I am going to nite, well I know where I am going to be but I don't know what going to happen or anything... probably going to be drinking and maybe other stuff... ? Well I am just chillin waiting for julie to get here, my parent sister and her friend are out on the boat all day. I am here by my~self chillin, waiting for my home gurl!<br />~Have A Nice Day EveryOne~<br />Love Ya,<br />~*~*Jessica*~*~ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:precious254232:8340 2001-07-21T18:39:08Z 2001-07-21T18:39:08Z nothin ggggrrrr, she so pissed me off, I hate her! She's nevermind, I am going to drop it before I get my slef in more trouble! I think I am going to leave, I need to get outa here... but Julies going to call me tonite, I don't know. I am going to my cousin's house or soemthing... Bye<br />~Have Fun EveryOne, except pms bitch~<br />love ya,<br />Jessica urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:precious254232:7961 2001-07-21T17:11:15Z 2001-07-21T17:11:15Z my bounce music Why does anyone care about my love life?! It's ok, but It's none of anyone's fucking business what's going on with Jim and I, so please stop asking me what's up with him or what ever! <br />Thanks,<br />Jessica<br />AKA: Little Party Hottie urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:precious254232:7713 2001-07-21T02:20:29Z 2001-07-21T02:20:29Z none Hey, waz up? Nothing too much here, I am just really tired and I can't believe that it's Friday... It does not seem like it at all. I am tired, I have got like hardly any sleep in the past few days... it'll be ok though, I have to try to sleep to night... maybe I'll take some pills to make me sleep, then I will be out like that. <br />I want Jim to come back I so want to and need to see him, really really bad! I have been thinking about it like almost all week and waiting, I want to see Jim so so so bad! Ggggrrrrr, If I don't see him I am going to go crazy or something... I wanna be a naughty girl and have so much fun with him... I am ready, lets go! Do u still wanna, really bad? Oh man do I ever! Jim call me or email me when you get home or get a chance, please! Well I am going to lay down :)<br />~Jess~ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:precious254232:7615 2001-07-20T13:36:53Z 2001-07-20T13:36:53Z none Hey, how's it going? Sorry, I have been kinda busy latly, well I have been chillin with Julie and stuff. Julie's leaving me tomorrow but she's coming back Sunday and staying the nite because her parent are going to be out of town and she has to coem back she can't go because she has band... Oh, I just rem. today's Friday! Wow this week went by really fast... I have no clue what I am going this weekend. I have to get a job, I have to start saving for a car and I need a job, besides babysiting. I can still do that, but a real job... he he. Wendsday nite I stayed at Julie's it was fun, we sneaked out, we went to Jen's (Julie had to see her man and we chilled with Jen) and didn't get back till like 2 in the morning it was fun. I so thought her dad was going to see us, we would be so dead! Good thing he didn't... Julie stayed over here last nite, we slept out side. This is is dumb: My dad's finishing the new hard wood floors in the dining room and if I want to go to the kitchen I have to go around (outside) it really sucks, It's a major pain in the ass! Well I am going to go see if Julie's alive yet and then take a shower and get dressed and all that... Have a nice day!<br />Love Ya,<br />*~*~Jessica~*~* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:precious254232:7380 2001-07-18T14:56:36Z 2001-07-18T14:56:36Z I Wanna Be Bad... By Willa Ford I didn't write in here yesterday because I was sick... I felt like shit and I like OD on Advil and went to sleep for like the whole day. I am better though, well I was after I woke up at like 5 yesterday... Guess Julie and I are still friends she called me Monday nite at like 11 and I taked to here untill like 1:30 or 2 last nite, she doesn't trust her boyfriend so she has to watch him... he got mad at her and kissed one of her friends! But they really like each other, I think there goin to be goin out for awhile... She is actually goin out with someone for how they treat her and everything, it's not all about looks this time, that's a good thing. You can't judge people by there appearance, it doesn't work that way... Maybe sometimes it does but still. Think about it: Most hot guys are players, but sometimes you just have to deal with things and in the end they might pull through, know what I mean? Jen is goin out with Chris now, congratulations and good luck with your relationship.<br />What is up with everyone, well all the guys saying I have a nice ass... Julie's Boyfriend told her I have a nice ass! That's so not right, Julie you should have hit him up side the head! I have been hearing that all week! Is it that nice??? he he :)<br /><br />~*~*Have A Nice Day EveryOne, Have Fun!*~*~ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:precious254232:7102 2001-07-17T00:15:02Z 2001-07-17T00:15:02Z 107.9 Hey, waz up everyone? Nothing too much here, except I have to try to get some sleep tonite. I can't sleep in because I am so use to getting up early and I can't go to sleep early, guess I can't win. I need to get some sleep though, before I like pass out or somethin. My corn rolls were so tight I had to take them out, next time I have them in I am going to make sure there not too tight... I got my viser today, it's wicked cute! I am not going to go to JE this year, I refuse to, I hate my school and this town. My parents said that there not moving any time soon... If I have to I will go stay with one of my aunts! I don't know... I don't think me and Julie are friends anymore, I guess we where not true friends... oh well life moves on. I am not going to be sad and upset over it, I knew she didn't wanna be friends by the way she was acting and has been acting, you know what I mean. Anyways I am outa this town before I go crazy! I have to figure out what the hell I am going to do... <br />I don't know what's going on with my love life, it's just wow... I guess Jim and I are friends with benfits or something, is that it? I don't want to get in a seriouc realtionship right now or probably not anytime soon... I am so not ready for that! I know what I am ready for though, it's been sssssoooooooo long! Well I am going to talk to Jess G. and Jenn M now, talk to you all lata...<br /><br />Love Ya,<br />~*~*Jessica*~*~<br /><br /><br />~~*Jen Good Luck With Chris*~~<br /><br />~~*Have A Nice Nite EveryOne*~~ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:precious254232:6711 2001-07-16T00:30:22Z 2001-07-16T00:30:22Z 107.9 I had such a hang-over this morning... I took alot of advil this morning, ah! Then my parents decided they wanted to go on the boat, so we went out to cross lake. It was fun, I went tubing. My dad was being really really really rough with me, wipping me around like crazy! I almost went flying off, but I am good at it so I can handle it... it was mad fun. I went for the longest and the roughtest ride out of all 6 of us that were on the boat... Well I am so tried, I need sleep.<br />Talk to you all later, bye. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:precious254232:6584 2001-07-15T03:06:38Z 2001-07-15T03:06:38Z Peaches And Cream Baby!!! Ah, me any my gurlfriend just had vodka and mixed drinks! Wow were alot lound, i thinka my parents are goin to wake up and they will kick our ass... I think I am going to me sick! Wow everything is spinning!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:precious254232:6254 2001-07-13T13:19:37Z 2001-07-13T13:19:37Z 107.9 I am still shocked, well kinda, Wow. I can't believe that actually happened, it was really fun! Last night Julie, Jen, and I had so much fun. Well me and Jen went for a 7 mile bike ride, that's what the thingy on the bike said... it was long. Then Julie came down here and then we decided to be like little kids again and rolled down this big hill. It was so fun, everything was moving... We did that alot until jen kinda felt sick. My pants kinda got ruin, but that's ok cause all of my pants are too big cause I lost weight again and lost the only pants that fit me and there my fav. I have no clue were I left then, does anyone know? I had a white shirt on too that's kinda ruined too, he he... Well I am going to go see if all my chica's are awake yet. Have A Nice Day EveryOne! <br />~~~Jen Good Luck With Chris, You Go Gurl. I told You Could Do It, Your Going To The Movies With Him Arn't You! Good Luck Jen!~~~<br /><br />~~~Jim Have Fun At Camp & Try Not To Get Hurt!~~~<br /><br />Love Ya,<br />*~*~Jessica~*~* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:precious254232:5974 2001-07-12T19:37:45Z 2001-07-12T19:37:45Z 107.9 I am so shocked... I never thought Jim and I would ever even kiss again. Well yesterday when I was at my cousins um... we were making out and we were kinda all over each other. I am still shocked, I can't beleive that happened... holy shit! I thought he disliked me and would never touch me again! I am so surprised and shocked! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:precious254232:5869 2001-07-11T13:36:23Z 2001-07-11T13:36:23Z lil' bow wow After I get ready my mom's bringing me to my cousin's house to stay the nite. Hope it's not boring because sometimes it's mad boring, but I'll try to have fun. I'll be back Thursday either at 3 or 7... Jess G I'll call u when I get back so we can make some plans. It's kinda cold out today, I want it to be warm so I can wear shorts and so I am not cold all day. Well I am going to go take a shower... Jen M Good Luck With Chris, your new chrush! Julie Good Luck With Your New Man! Have A Nice Day Everyone! <br />Love ya,<br />*~Jessica~* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:precious254232:5511 2001-07-10T22:39:30Z 2001-07-10T22:39:30Z Booty Dancing Music, Time To Dance Baby! I went out on the boat, but I had my dad bring me back. So I here by my self, it's kinda boring... but I didn't feel like being on the boat. I wish Jess G was home I want to talk to her and see if she wants to come over tomrrow or something... Jess when u get home please call me, thanks! I wish this guy I met (Nick) would call me, he got my number... he's a cutie. I just got outa a realtionship awhile ago, along time ago but still, I don't know if I want to be in one right now. I am not sure what's going on... I am I ever! I was going to go back to camp with Jen today but my dad said he wanted me to stay home, so here I am. Tomorrow I am going to go with my mom to get a dog for my aunt and chill with julie, I haven't seen her sence thursday! Jim's pissed at me, god I love annoying him. It's so funny because he gets all pissed, he he :) Well I am going to call Jewels... talk to you later<br />If you wanna talk you can email me at Precious254232@aol.com or I don't know<br />Have fun!<br />Love Ya,<br />Jessica urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:precious254232:5240 2001-07-10T14:32:21Z 2001-07-10T14:32:21Z 107.9 Hey everyone! Sorry I am just in the best mood :)<br />I just got up awhile ago at like 9:30... I can't sleep past 9:30, I don't know why I always wake up! I need sleep hello, just playing :)<br />I think Julies mad at me because I left her and didn't tell her, she pisses me off sometimes. She said she would call me yesterday and did see no! Sh takes off, whatever. I don't have a problem with it, I am problem free now! Hell yes! Well I am going to take a shower and get dressed.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:precious254232:4953 2001-07-09T23:52:25Z 2001-07-09T23:52:25Z none I hate it when guys sit there and lie!<br />Get it right!!! I hate it when guys were like oh I did this with that girl and it's not even true. Get it god damn fucking straight!!!!! I am so mad! Someone (the dirtyest guy on earth, andy) is saying we went somewhere together Friday, WITCH IT NEVER FUCKING HAPPEND AND NEVER WITH HAPPEN! GOT IT FUCKING DIRT BALL?!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:precious254232:4786 2001-07-09T23:41:07Z 2001-07-09T23:41:07Z none Hey, waz up? Nothing too much here... I made it, it was real camp: no phone tv or anything at all. I fell and hurt my knee, I cut my hand on something, and I sliced my foot wide open... it bleed all over it was nasty. My parents said I get hurt more that my 9 or 10 year old sister, opps. I guss I am just more determined. Jen met this guy that would be great for her, I hope they hook up. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:precious254232:4600 2001-07-07T16:47:21Z 2001-07-07T16:47:21Z Cross The Border, my bounce song! Hey, waz up? Nothing too much here... I am going to camp with my cousin Jenn, were going to have the best time, yeah baby! Well everyone have a nice weekend! I am sure we'll be having alot of fun, watch out 2 blondes coming through... he he<br />See ya on Monday! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:precious254232:4260 2001-07-06T18:17:10Z 2001-07-06T18:17:10Z 107.9 I miss understand eveything, well alot of things. Like Jim and Erin, there just friends or something like that. I am sorry, I am just dumb I guess. I haven't met Erin so I don't know anything about her, except that she's probably a really nice person. Maybe some day I will meat her then I can tell you what she's like. I don't know if Jim and I are friends or what... I am not sure. I can't tell, I am blonde duh! Just kidding, but I can't tell. I guess it's just the dumb side of me showing through the clouds, he he.<br />~Jessica~ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:precious254232:3930 2001-07-06T18:02:14Z 2001-07-06T18:02:14Z 107.9 Hey, waz up? Nothing much here. Mary came over yesterday... we went out on the boat. I haven't seen Julie sence the other day ago. I don't know what I am doing tonight... I'll have to see what Julies doing or something. I don't know but I hurt because when I fell off the boat yesterday. My sister (Alissa) is getting ready to go to camp... It's really cold out!